Sometimes I feel like banging my head against a wall.  I got paid today (get paid every second Thursday) and already I only have 100Euros for the next two weeks.  I'd gone overdrawn on my account so the money going in today had to cover that as well.

I guess that's my own fault really, but I'm not used to living like that, living from week to week.  Before I used to have lots of money, but ever since I got together with my boyfriend I've been living like I'm rich, when I'm so far from being rich it hurts!  I also spent a lot of money on him over the last year, and I guess I haven't gotten much of that back.  Don't get me wrong, I love him to bits, but sometimes I just want to kill him, and this is one of those times. Still though, it's my fault for getting like this, and I'm just going to have to pull myself up over it.

But haha. It's our twelve month anniversary next week and I can't afford to get Jay a present.  Lets see how he feels about that.

Still though, I'm going to have to get used to not having lots of money considering that I'm hopefully going back to college full time in September so I'm going to have to count every penny.  It's probably better to get into practise now.

Anyway, must go and get to work! Unfortunately.

M

Well since this is my first entry, guess I should introduce myself to y'all!

My name is Marie, and I'm 21 years old from Ireland.  I'm basically keeping this blog because I have a lot of penpals and I want them to know what I'm up to even when I'm not writing, so I think this is the perfect place for me to do all this! 

My interests include reading, penpalling, writing letters/short stories although I find it difficult to come up with story ideas lately, I must get back into that! I love music, cinema, hanging out with my friends + boyfriend, going out with friends, and lots of other things.  I really do have lots of varied interests!

Anyway, I've got to finish here for now, until my next entry!

Yours,

Marie